at least trying to be a good student...

im on the hallway of the Art extension building, waiting to get into one
of my least favorite classes (Political Science). I was up until 5:30
am, finishing up half of the novel for my english class that I'm
normally able to finish for about 2 - 3 days. I read about an inch thick
of the book for less than 2 hours to give me at least an hour to sleep
for my 8 am class. thank Goodness I remembered to take my daily vitamins
with extra energy to keep me charged for a sleepy, tiring day. my
brother just came up beside me, with my notes out for later's exam. I
hope I'll do well as I only started reviewing about 30 mins. ago. what a
good student, right?

anyway, gotta cram, studying for my exam which starts in 30 mins. wish
me luck! ;)

sidekicking is FUN!!!

part of my another procrastination moment is figuring out how to go
mobile on blogger. thanks to eunice for teaching how to! muahs! anyway,
I still need to practice my typing skills in sidekick. my wide fingers
jz can't press one tiny button at a time.

I'm so happy that I can start blogging from my mobile!!!
alright, back to studying. haha! laters!
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Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

my most anticipated event.. :D

one person I truly admire: Bo Sanchez

the singer and healer "Fatima"

Thank You papa God for the wonderful gift that You gave me. Thank you for forcing along my family to accompany me to the event. I feel so GREAT! It feels like i'm a born-again catholic (well, I really am :D).

The Healing Love concert went out very successful, as so many people take part in the event which happened in Union City (about 35 miles from San Francisco). It went for about 3.5 hours of singing, praising, praying, dancing, healing, and simply enjoying the concert away. I feel so blessed for having the opportunity to meet Bo Sanchez (www.bosanchez.com.ph; www.preacherinbluejeans.com) , the Kerygma 5 preachers (www.kerygmafamily.com), and one of God's living miracle who had touched and healed so many sickly people, Fatima. Thank you to kuya Mario for letting me in the backstage. lol. What i'm just regretful about is that I was so SPEECHLESS, when I got to meet Bo. Otherwise, my Saturday night blown my pre-midterms stress away. I'm so HAPPY! :D (oh! and I was able to get a copy of one of his books that i've been wanting to have entitled, "How to be really really really HAPPY"

So i'm home and sadly, i'm back to reviewing for midterms. I had a fantastic dinner (@ Gerry's Grill) and a fantastic night filled with God's words and miracles, though. My agendas are enough push to have me inspired studying for my upcoming exams. praise the Lord! ;)

another year, another chapter of my LIFE. ^^

To begin with, I want to express my gratitude to all my friends, biological and non-biological family, crushes (?), exes (lol), acquaintances who greeted me on my birthday! It will take me forever to mention your names, nevertheless thank you for the greetings! thanks for remembering and making me feel so special! yesss! TWENTEEN na ako! of course, I'm so grateful to papa God for giving me another year to LIVE.

Time is inevitably fast, isn't? just yesterday, we feel like kids that all we want is to play all day long, without being aware of whatever's happening to the world. I could remember the times when my mom would often refer to me as "bilimoko", because I'd always force her to buy me this and that. I remember my childhood years, when I'd always share barbie dolls and polypockets with my cousins and friends. Those were just yesterday and look at me now, i'm freakin' 20 years old. lols

So enough pretending and i'll try to digest the reality that i'm not a teen anymore. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!! lols

If ever you're curious how I celebrated my birthday, it will only take me a few lines to wrap it up:
1. The night before, I slept at 6 am so guess what? I woke up at 2 in the afternoon.
2. I ate that delicious pansit that my grandmom made for me. thanks mommy!
3. I babysat a couple of hours as my nephew is catching some fever. pooor baby. :(
4. I was just relaxing, watching TV (after a long time) with my family while digesting the pansit.
5. I went online and finished my research paper, so I won't have to do anything else afterwards.
6. I constantly had been replying to the messages/greetings I received online and through SMS.
7. I went to church with the family
8. We had dinner at one of the restaurants that carry my most favorite MOLTEN CHOCOLATE CAKE (a warm chocolate cake with a chocolate-coated vanilla ice cream and caramel drizzle on top! yuuuuuuuuuummmm!!)
9. We went to STARBUCKS (of course, a day's not complete without coffee! ;))

Unfortunately, my computer won't let me connect it to my camera so I'll just post the pictures I took later on. I will have to plug it in my bro's macbook.

Anyway, I had so much fun as I was filled with LOVE and JOY. I might be financially deprived, but there's nothing like friends, GOD, and family that gives me limitless wealth.

Oh and one more thing! I only have a few days left to wait until I meet BO SANCHEZ! Who is he? try reading his blogs that are linked on this page that you see on the right. He's just undeniably fantastic into trying to bring everyone closer to the Almighty. He's very, very inspiring. Also, i'll post some of my favorite videos of him that are broadcasted through his segment, Preacher in Blue Jeans (www.preacherinbluejeans.com).

Thank you so so much guys! Take care and hopefully, more blogs to come! (seriously, microbiology is eating up my social life. lols) God Bless you!

ear piercing and COFFEE!! ^^

my 4th and 5th ear piercing! (one of which was infected and eventually closed) it hurt because unlike those painless, puncher-like piercings i had, the tattoist/piercist guy used a real needle to hook that longated earring, connecting my two-holed, fresh piercings. he said it may take up to 5 months for it to completely heal. it's awesome, though it'll be hard for me to not have it touched. i could just imagine whenever i go to shower and wash my hair. it would hurt. or if i accidentally drop down my hand on that side while i'm combing my hair. it would hurt even more!
lols


see that huge mug of coffee? that was how i got drunk yesterday! i had that fantastic, MOCHA BIANCO coffee. it looks more of a soup bowl than a coffee cup. haha it was delicious, though. (it should be! $5 for a cup? too costly).


anyway, my happy days are over since i'm into yet another chapter of my college life. finally, i'm almost done with whatever classes i need to have for nursing and all i have to do is apply and get accepted into a university. my priorities are pretty much outside my place. i will have to go farther away from the bay area and start anew. i'm considering Los Angeles, Sacramento, or Las Vegas to pursue my BS degree.

that's all about me for now, folks. expect me to be busy soon! how dumb of me to enroll in an honors class. worst, it's the hardest ENGLISH class ever! hayys. we'll see about that.

God Bless you guys! bee HAPPY! ;)

witnessing an honest goodbye is much painful than silence

while cleaning up my stored files in my computer, i found this. while i can't remember where i got it, i want to share these words of wisdom to u guys. ;)

while wondering how could it be wrong, what actually went wrong, and if there really is something wrong, odds are you're still entitled to make assumptions and open your heart to the extremities of its mystery. you're probably wrong in thinking that he's having another life and instead, he's just going through an emotional hardship. the feeling that he still want to be with you is visible, since he's not intiating any official "break-up" talks where he'd say "Goodbye". your conscious might still consider reconciliation and openness into having a "fresh start". although you're hungry for explanation and the need to have yourself placed into whatever you're supposed to, you often go optimistic. you hope that there's still a "tomorrow" for that relationship to smoothen up the rough patches.

on the other hand, the truth would always end up in a PERIOD. no matter how painful or insulting or false those words may be, it'll always be a painful thought of YES to going on separate lives. there will be no maybes, buts, somehow, or probably for there's no more tomorrow that awaits you. the feeling of finally hearing the truth you've been waiting for hurts evenly as letting him be out of your life. It's a matter of "we can't go onPERIOD" or "goodbyePERIOD".especially, if the truth means you were never loved, never valued, never cared for, it's more of a slap in the face that "hey, this would be ur total lost not mine"

as corny as the line gets, it is true that "truth hurts". yes it does. but those painful words that'll passed by you will eventually lead you into something.

all about SIX FLAGS and FREE DINNER

*.* it was FUN FUN FUN!! *.*

*.* ryan. eunice, manny, me, cheska *.*

yesterday was my solo day off for the week (i'm on OT since i'm working 6 days) and it was one of the best days i had so far this summer vacation! it was very nice to reunite with old friends from school, for i haven't seen them in a long time. we made the best out of that $26 admission ticket. we were there from 12 to 7 pm and all we did was ride the roller coasters, walk around, take pictures, and LAUGH! lol it was soo much fun, though we were very tired afterwards.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOMAR!!

although i'm pretty sure he won't be able to see this entry, i want to say thanks and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to JOMAR for that awesome dinner! until we meet again, dude. ;)

i went home happy and stress-free. ;) and i can't wait until the next time it'll come again. i hope soooooooon.

i'm working again for 6 days straight, folks. i'm not off until wednesday. i'm gonna be stuck at work.. hayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyzzz.